I’ve known my Beloved I AM Presence my whole life. When I was a child we were very tight. I AM walked me to and from school every day, rain or shine. We’d go for walks in the woods and converse with the trees and the Spirit of Mother Earth. We loved hanging out and just being. As a teenager, and a young adult, I became more interested in myself and my opinions. I got completely distracted by what I was doing, doing, doing. I was more interested in judging the world and everyone in it and I forgot about my Beloved I AM Presence.
Then one day I felt really afraid. I was disgusted with myself and the life I was living. I felt like I’d dug a hole and there was no way out. Nothing made me happy for more than a moment. I remember thinking there was absolutely no point in going on. It was pretty clear that I needed help, but I didn’t know who to turn to or what to do. That’s when I heard I AM say something out of the blue! That old familiar voice was still there! My Beloved I AM had never left me and completely forgave me everything. I couldn’t believe it. I honestly didn’t trust that my Beloved I AM could be wholly forgiving, but over time I realized how much I AM loves me.
My Beloved I AM Presence and I are best friends again. We share everything. I’ve learned there’s no mountain we cannot ascend. In every valley we find an inspiring field of lilies. Each day is an adventure in loving. I AM that I AM, and ever shall it be so!