I used to go through cycles where I judged myself to be the worst of the worst. One of the most painful things in my life was repeating the same relationship experiences. I’d have the same arguments with the same people, and I’d be left feeling hopeless and helpless to dig out of the hole I was in.
Can you relate?
We all have our own particular ego vices and devices. When I was REALLY threatened, I’d find any kind of an attack thought to throw at people to let them know to stay away from me. I’d say unkind things and feel out of control. It was demoralizing.
My uncontrollable upset behavior was just the proof I needed to convince myself that I was a total loser and there was no cure for what I had. I’d feel so upset it would be like my whole being was on fire – it was. I was feeling the destructive burning of my attack thoughts. I was feeling the searing pain of my false beliefs being “proven” yet again.
I had a desperate need to be right ALL of the time, to mask my insecurities. I couldn’t handle any kind of judgment at all. When I’d start judging myself, I’d implode with desperation.
My life went on like that for decades.
Now, through my practice of forgiveness, I can see that I’ve almost completely eliminated all negative self-talk.
Even when I feel challenged or feel that I could have made a higher choice, there’s no self-judgment no matter how hard it is for me or how many times I seem to fail.
Negative self-talk is a rare thing for me these days.
I never thought it was possible for me.
This has been true for years now.
I crossed over a tipping point.
And that’s what inspires me to keep sharing – I’d like to make it easier for everyone to do the same.
Catch this: Because I now know it’s possible, I can help others believe it’s possible. Folks in my classes are healing so much faster than me because they believe it’s possible for them. It took me decades to get to that place. Now, folks in my classes get there in a fraction of the time.
I thought I could improve my situation, but healing didn’t actually seem fully possible for me. I was too far gone. I was so obviously on the outside of “good.” That’s what I believed, and because I believed it I felt it was true and I saw evidence of it EVERYWHERE.
I know that forgiveness is the key to my transformation. Forgiveness is still the key today.
Forgiveness is a miracle in the mind.
All healing happens at the level of the mind.
Then the healing makes its way to the rest of our lives, showing up in form.
And miracles show up in form too!
We resist doing the forgiveness because it feels so intimidating to look at the intensity of our thoughts and feelings.
I used to be convinced that these things work for others, but not for me. I’m special. Especially bad.
I was SOOO reluctant to do that deep inner work. What I see for most of us is that we resist until it becomes so painful we can no longer stand it.
Pain is a great motivator.
And I don’t wish to be motivated by pain any more.
I’d rather be pulled by a vision of healing relationships and enjoying every situation and feeling secure and safe ALL of the time.
One of the main things I’ve realized is that unforgiveness, resentments and regrets, are major blocks to our healing, our abundance, our relationship transformation and our physical healing. Not only that, but unforgiveness blocks our intuition.
Without the ability to listen to our intuition, the ego is in charge.
Without the ability to be truly guided and inspired throughout our days, we tend to repeat the past.
As a spiritual counselor, I often talk with people who have reached a point of no longer being able to tolerate the pain. We wait until things get so bad we can’t stand it anymore and then we are finally willing to look for a solution.
I did the same thing.
Now, I’m grateful for what I went through because I can really understand much of what people are going through and I can support them in breaking free of those painful patterns.
There’s a tipping point – and I’ve proved we can get there.
Healing the habits of fear isn’t easy, but it’s FAR EASIER than living in fear. But you wouldn’t know that if you’ve always lived in fear.
That’s why I’m offering you this class as a gift. My gift to you. Come and join me. Today.
We’ll go deeper into the practical tips and tools that worked for me, so you can interrupt those patterns of fear and attack and make new choices, creating new habits that support the life you desire.
It might seem impossible, but I’ve done it and helped many people learn to do this too.
Here’s the good news:
“No one can fail who seeks to reach the truth.”
That’s Lesson 131 in A Course in Miracles
You cannot fail if you’re sincerely willing to live a loving life
– you don’t have to be there already.
– start where you are.
All your previous failures are just evidence of your lack of sincerity.
Don’t be fooled by appearances.
If you’re sincerely willing to live without fear, you cannot fail.
It’s the Truth.
Now, will you prove it?
Once you prove it to yourself, there’s no going back!
If you’re coping with fear and you’d like to change that,
please register for my free class today.
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If this is right for you right now, you’ll know it.
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