{"version":"1.0","provider_name":"Power of Love Ministry","provider_url":"https:\/\/powerofloveministry.net\/news","title":"Me? Playing small? Well\u2026maybe\u2026","type":"rich","width":600,"height":338,"html":"<blockquote class=\"wp-embedded-content\" data-secret=\"reHapzba1y\"><a href=\"https:\/\/powerofloveministry.net\/news\/blog\/2020\/09\/me-playing-small-wellmaybe\/\">Me? Playing small? Well\u2026 Maybe\u2026<\/a><\/blockquote><iframe sandbox=\"allow-scripts\" security=\"restricted\" src=\"https:\/\/powerofloveministry.net\/news\/blog\/2020\/09\/me-playing-small-wellmaybe\/embed\/#?secret=reHapzba1y\" width=\"600\" height=\"338\" title=\"&#8220;Me? Playing small? Well\u2026 Maybe\u2026&#8221; &#8212; Power of Love Ministry\" data-secret=\"reHapzba1y\" frameborder=\"0\" marginwidth=\"0\" marginheight=\"0\" scrolling=\"no\" class=\"wp-embedded-content\"><\/iframe><script>\n\/*! This file is auto-generated *\/\n!function(d,l){\"use strict\";l.querySelector&&d.addEventListener&&\"undefined\"!=typeof URL&&(d.wp=d.wp||{},d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage||(d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage=function(e){var t=e.data;if((t||t.secret||t.message||t.value)&&!\/[^a-zA-Z0-9]\/.test(t.secret)){for(var s,r,n,a=l.querySelectorAll('iframe[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),o=l.querySelectorAll('blockquote[data-secret=\"'+t.secret+'\"]'),c=new RegExp(\"^https?:$\",\"i\"),i=0;i<o.length;i++)o[i].style.display=\"none\";for(i=0;i<a.length;i++)s=a[i],e.source===s.contentWindow&&(s.removeAttribute(\"style\"),\"height\"===t.message?(1e3<(r=parseInt(t.value,10))?r=1e3:~~r<200&&(r=200),s.height=r):\"link\"===t.message&&(r=new URL(s.getAttribute(\"src\")),n=new URL(t.value),c.test(n.protocol))&&n.host===r.host&&l.activeElement===s&&(d.top.location.href=t.value))}},d.addEventListener(\"message\",d.wp.receiveEmbedMessage,!1),l.addEventListener(\"DOMContentLoaded\",function(){for(var e,t,s=l.querySelectorAll(\"iframe.wp-embedded-content\"),r=0;r<s.length;r++)(t=(e=s[r]).getAttribute(\"data-secret\"))||(t=Math.random().toString(36).substring(2,12),e.src+=\"#?secret=\"+t,e.setAttribute(\"data-secret\",t)),e.contentWindow.postMessage({message:\"ready\",secret:t},\"*\")},!1)))}(window,document);\n\/\/# sourceURL=https:\/\/powerofloveministry.net\/news\/wp-includes\/js\/wp-embed.min.js\n<\/script>\n","thumbnail_url":"https:\/\/powerofloveministry.net\/news\/wp-content\/uploads\/2020\/09\/Claire-McGonigle.png","thumbnail_width":748,"thumbnail_height":461,"description":"The idea comes into my mind: \u201cI am willing to value myself\u201d. Whaaaatttt?! A bigger spike of resistance. \u201cNo way\u201d, says ego. And I ask Spirit to show me why I feel resistant to valuing myself. And I guess, because I asked and I was listening, I was able to receive the answer. Ten minutes of insight that blew me away. I saw, felt, sensed how I\u2019d had power somehow in a previous incarnation, and I misused it. I\u2019d had a voice and a status in society, and I used it to hurt people, or at least not to help them. And I still felt guilty about that, and I was holding onto all sorts of judgements about power and wealth and ambition and speaking out. I was afraid that deep down, I was a person who could not be trusted to use the gifts and talents I\u2019d been given for good.\u00a0"}