Have you had a feeling of joy overcome you? Nothing extraordinary was going on…maybe you were washing dishes or driving to the store. It was just an in between ordinary moment and suddenly you felt a surge of pure joy? That happens to me now, all the time.
But that wasn’t always the case. For most of my life, I woke up feeling anxious. I constantly compared myself to others.[showhide type=”links” more_text=”Read More” less_text=” Read Less”] I was a people pleaser even if it meant sacrificing my own happiness. I thought that the “good life” was possible for everyone but me. I blamed my job, my finances, the weather, the government, even the person that cut me off in traffic for my misery. My life was focused on what I didn’t want and didn’t have. I had been on “the spiritual path” for years, decades even, and nothing seemed to help. I didn’t trust Spirit to have my back. I was an angry control freak living paycheck to paycheck.
Then I found Jennifer Hadley’s podcast and became part of the Masterful Living Community. I had a desire to “Walk my talk.” To be honest, I resisted at first. I was willing but not fully committed.
My breaking point, literally, came during an Improv Class. We were asked to pick and embody an emotion. I chose hopelessness. A feeling I was very familiar with. During the exercise, I broke my leg. Little did I know that that would be the best thing that ever happened to me. I doubled down on using my Spiritual tools, focused on releasing my resistance and started walking with Spirit. That was my clean break from a life filled with stress and anxiety.
That was in March of 2018.
Today, I am fully supported by Spirit, doing the work that I love, and my appointment book continues to fill up. I have paid off all of my credit card debt and have money in the bank. I have a support system of amazing friends and my relationship with my brother is completely healed. We laugh, joke, text and choose to spend time together. (5 years ago, if we were in the same room for more than 10 minutes a fight was pretty much guaranteed)
Letting go of the belief that I have to do it all by myself was the game changer. It turned my train wreck of a life around.
I’m now passionate about helping other control freaks break free from their anxiety.
Are you ready to break free from your anxiety, walk with Spirit, and start thriving? I’d love to support you in creating a profound and lasting change in your life.
Helping you brings me joy. That’s why I love being a Quantum Counselor and would be honored to support you on your journey. I can be reached at: [email protected] or 910-208-0220.
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