One thing I’ve noticed about my life is that there’s been a journey with sex, sexuality, feminine and masculine expressions. You’re probably having a journey with it too!
Yesterday was the full moon and that’s a GREAT time to do releasing prayers and Full Moon Releasing Ceremony. I love to do moon ceremony and had an awesome time last night gathering with others for drumming in a sacred site.
One of the things that I’ve given real attention to over the years is being identified with the idea that masculine is better, stronger or more powerful.
When I was a girl I developed breasts very early – 10 years old! I started my menses at age 12. Becoming sexually awakened at such a young age was really hard on me. It seemed like the boys AND the girls all wanted to touch my breasts. The hormones were crazy-making, literally! It was absolutely THE worst time of my life. I attributed ALL of that upset to being female. I hated being female.
I was also a “daddy’s girl” so I identified more with my father, then with my mother. Fortunately they are both feminists and so things were pretty balanced between them and I had that environment to grow up in and learn from.
Still, I was very aggressive and masculine in a lot of ways and didn’t identify AT ALL with the girly things in life. I was confused in a lot of ways. It was hard for me.
Then, in my early 40’s I finally realized “I am an EXTREMELY feminine woman.” I decided to find out what that meant and get into balance. I put real focus on it and explored. I sought out some teachers and “experts” to help me that actually helped me to realize, there help wasn’t what I needed – everything IS within me.
Then I learned to really tap into the feminine ability to MAGNETIZE, attract and RECEIVE what is the highest and best, and of course, I did!
Now, I KNOW that I chose to be a woman in this life to have more balance AND to help bring awareness to the sacred and divine feminine so that there can be balance on Earth and in all humanity. Now, I realize being a woman is a gift to me that I get to share, and I’m very grateful!
I’m so glad that I no longer feel I need to LOOK like any other woman! I don’t need to act like them or be anything other than my TRUE IDENTITY.
Yes, I have a masculine energy that I tap into at times and I’ve learned to hold it in a way that it supports my feminine. This IS balance.
It’s a journey! It IS all good. My suffering taught me SO MUCH. In the worst of times, there is the greatest healing opportunity! You can FIND FREEDOM in the darkness. It IS there!
This is an important part of my Finding Freedom class – bringing your life into balance, harvesting the learning from the suffering and expanding into awakened awareness!
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