Do you blame your loss of Peace on others? On the world? On situations and circumstances? I used to blame anyone and everyone for my loss of Peace.
Isn’t it crazy that we can blame others for our loss of Peace, and it still doesn’t bring our Peace back! Aaarrgh! If only we could abdicate responsibility for our feelings, blame others and somehow magically feel better! I’ve tried that SO MANY times and it never worked for me! Does it work for you?
I’d say “maybe next lifetime it’ll work,” but I prefer not to have another lifetime. I’d like to wake up NOW! How about you? Are you in?
I’ve tried so many egotistical ways to try to get my Peace back and none of them ever worked for me. Which is a darn good thing! If they worked, I’d be stuck in a misery of my own making – still feeling like I lived on a hamster wheel from hell.
I have to laugh at my craziness now. I’m grateful that I can laugh now. So grateful! I can’t believe how many times I made the same errors thinking that somehow it would go well for me. I was completely ego-deluded.
There’s hardly a day that goes by that I’m not tempted to trade my Peace for another thought. Now that I feel peaceful most of the time and I’m not willing to trade my Peace for anything. It’s just not worth it. I still must be vigilant, but it’s easy now. I’m glad that I know that and I AM vigilant for Love. If I’m moving away from feeling Peaceful, I know that I’ve made an error and I can choose again. It’s obvious. Choosing again is easy. Thank you, God!
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