There’s a thought pattern in the human experience that has to do with keeping score. It’s a pattern I’m ALL too familiar with as it caused me much grief. Quite honestly, I liked keeping score. I always liked feeling as though I was superior because I was giving more and that made me better. Of course, now, I know how harmful this was to my own sense of well being.

I just didn’t realize that withholding Love and keeping score were keeping me focused on lack and limitation. I was doing it to myself, but I didn’t see it. I blamed all of it on others and I was resentful most of the time. I couldn’t really see it. I was caught in a whirlpool of negativity, spinning around and being sucked down.

The belief system that creates the attraction to keeping score is based upon consistently reinforcing that we are separate from each other. This thought is the root cause of ALL suffering.

We share one life because we have one Source, a Source from which perfection comes to us … As we were, so are we now and will forever be. ~ A Course In Miracles

One of the most powerful decisions I’ve made on my journey to spiritual sovereignty is the choice to stop playing small. In order to fulfill that, I had to stop keeping score. I decided that I wanted to fully EMBODY an understanding of the Oneness of all life. Some people talk about the Oneness without ever actually moving to that deeply life-changing commitment to LIVE IN the awareness of Oneness.

Knowing something intellectually and embodying it fully are two different things and they bear different fruits. I decided to taste the fruit of making EVERY choice from the awareness of perfect Oneness. That’s what brought forth my experience of feeling like I was in a spiritual bootcamp for my awakening awareness.

Think about it: If we’re one with everyone, why would we keep score? Who is there to keep score with if we’re one? If I’m keeping score then I’m naturally going to project that onto God and think that God is like Santa Claus keeping track of who is naughty and nice and rewarding the good and punishing the bad.

When I live in that fantasy world of keeping score I will forever be fearful. Keeping score is not fun.

It is a constant investing of my precious time and energy in judgment and watering the seeds of separation which can only bring me the fruit of limitation and fear.

We cannot feel free and keep score at the same time, just like we cannot play small and focus on lack and limitation while feeling expansive and available to opportunities. We choose what energy we’ll follow.

I released the scorekeeper and replaced it with consistently remembering that all I receive comes from a Divine Source and all that I have to give I share with my brothers and sisters.

I share everything because my source is unlimited. Who can I share with that isn’t part of my eternal God Self?

All is One and the score is Love ALL.

All that I receive I receive from the Beloved.

All that I give I give to the Beloved.

Get going. Take action. DEMONSTRATE your willingness.  Don’t just pay lip service, demonstrate HEART service.  

Be aggressive about working with your mind. DO NOT DELAY. If you’re waiting, if you’re not getting the results you’d like, WHAT are you waiting for?

Don’t take my word for it, read the testimonials from those who have done this work with me. They believed that nothing would work for them, and they were willing to do something different anyway. Now, they’re not playing small anymore. They’re not letting fear dictate their life. They have a real and powerful connection with Spirit.

If you’re ready to make a change, and you’d like some REAL support to make a LASTING change, TAKE ACTION!

If you’d like my help developing a spiritual practice of Self-care that clears out the old patterns of past beliefs in order to move out of the unconscious guilt and punishing yourself, blaming others, living like a victim or a martyr, feeling guilty and ashamed, please check out my Finding Freedom From Fear Spiritual Bootcamp class – it’s designed to be a rocket booster for your spiritual journey. Spiritual Liberation is what this program is for.

We’ve had some issues with my websites the all week. Malware has attacked and it’s been SO MANY hours of work for the team to rebuild the sites on new servers. We had our Finding Freedom From Fear bootcamp SUPER DUPER early bird special ending Aug 31 but because our websites were down so much in the last few days, we’ve extended the discount THRU MONDAY.

YES, that’s right – Finding Freedom From Fear Spiritual Bootcamp is on a SUPER DUPER EARLY BIRD SPECIAL thru MONDAY, September 4th.

Get support to stop playing small and live your calling.  Deepen your spiritual practice and accelerate your awakening by eliminating the pain patterns.  It’s easier than you think!

Register now and make this the year that changes your entire life! Click here to learn more!

My Stop Playing Small online retreat starts Friday, September 8th.  If you’d like to have a whole lot of healing and transformation in a SHORT period of time, please come join me. 

AND While my Finding Freedom From Fear Spiritual Bootcamp with ACIM Principles is on a SUPER DUPER EARLY BIRD SPECIAL, if you combine it with Stop Playing Small online retreat, you’ll get an EVEN BIGGER SAVINGS.  Doing these two back to back is life-changing for most people who’ve done it.

If you feel you’ve been holding yourself back and letting fear decide, this might be your answered prayer!

Click here now to learn more about the online retreat and you can still make this your breakthrough year.

Not sure if this is right for you right now? There’s still time! You’re invited to schedule a free Exploratory Call with one of our certified spiritual counselors to get your questions answered and see if this retreat can bring you the results YOU would like!

If this is right for you right now, Spirit will give you the nudge. Trust your intuition!

FREE Forgiveness Workshop Monday, September 4th! All are welcome – please share with friends and loved ones!